LIFE SUCKS

hi again

2007-08-29T17:27:00.000+08:00

hi stryfe ,
long time haven't had a chat with you, sigh guess wat, i,m lonely again, well there are ppl who say that they are there for me, but its like i,m not wanted ... kinda sad living a lonely life.. i dun even go out anymore , i dunno wheter is it me or something else..... well at least i have u to listen to me :), i think i will be chatting with u more frequently.

:)

2007-08-29T12:22:00.001+08:00

misa

:( life sucks right !!

2007-05-19T23:54:00.000+08:00

well stryfe sorry for not writing to you and tell u stuff all this while, but when i first created you it was becaue i had no one to listen to me and i needed to let out to sumone how i feel , now there is sumone to listen to me but today i need you back :( ...............

i just wanna cry ... can i just cry pleaseeeeee?? will anyone say anything about me crying ?? i mean i,m usually happy when that person that listens to me is around but when today that person came i just walked out emoing ........ i dunno why ........

another person upseted me(ermm dunno if there is such word or is it the correct spelling but who cares)

BAHHHHHHH i just hate my life la ...lucky i,m not a suicidal bitch :P sigh.......
mmo is getting boring by the minute.. looking for a new job and a new hsemate
moving into the back room soon so the middle room is gonna be vacant.

well i,m just gonna go do sumthing like dota or watch a movie and emo so cya around

Hmmm

2007-04-22T17:19:00.000+08:00

Hmmm sry i dunno wat to write or i think i,m lazy to think of sumthing to write :D when i,m not so lazy i'll write again

My Nephew =D

2007-04-14T05:03:00.000+08:00

hi Stryfe

Tuesday was lavitt's 2nd birthday , my nephew, my first nephew =D.Such a cute fellar
On that day all was going well , i went there early to spend time with him =D i bet i,m his fav uncle , well there's timmy and nicky , but they dun spend much time with him so yeah !
At the nite he was fooling around with his cousins 3yo and 4yo and the got into a wrestling match , 2 vs 1 .........

At first they were bullying Lavitt and lavitt was losing, they pinned him down, for a moment he looked at me like asking me wat he should do , i asked him if he is ok he jump right up and power slammed the 3yo then looking around he found the 4yo and punched him :) the 3yo was crying and the adults started to come into the picture and telling lavitt that he shouldn't do that :) but he came to me and i backed him up. After the that he had his milk on me and slept of, while he was drinking his milk timmy and 1 started recording =D when the cd is out i shall post it.

Today nuthing much happened but the chinese guy that sleeps in mmo came and i feel bad cause i woke him up and scolded him for no reason now i feel sucky :(

Sunday going back to aunty's place for dinner with timmy and nicky, also to spend time with lavitt b4 he goes back to thailand :P . will write about it so stay tune

BooM

2007-04-08T18:38:00.000+08:00

its been 5 days since i,ve written anything >.<
nuthing happend , so i didn't write....

Yesterday was saturday and as usual i went to oug , DR gang that was there was Wind,Lordy,Miv,G4,Dedum and jacky then myself and vez joined in and there was sumother guy called dinosaurs also. so we played 4 on 5 game, me , vez,jacky and g4 1 team vs them.
I was using techie ^^ suicide bomber , lvl 1 first blood, vez was using AM and was Owning them , well it was a good game and we won ^_^ well nuthing else to report :P gonna go play dota now byeeeeee

Spring Cleaning

2007-04-03T05:17:00.000+08:00

hi Stryfe ,

yesterday after wurk i went home took the scooter and made my way to Kg.Baru to pick up Sarah, I reached there around 10++ and waited like until 11.30 then oni she came down with Linki to go makan...... We were ar the stalls until around 1-2 something and then we headed back to clean the house........

At home we started fast, Hadi was at home too so he helped as well :) firstly he helped by making us all coffee ^_^
Then he took the kitchen, I got the hall and fridge area and Sarah did the washing and sorting of things.....

Finish cleaning around 6++ and had a bath and told them i,m gonna take a nap till Linki comes.
They woke me up around 9Pm to go makan, we decide to go to 'indomee ss2'.
once there >.< it was pasar malam day so indomee was close hmm so drove around to find for parking and thought why not try the Island Cafe next to Horus. The food there was not bad , i think we might go there again.

After that we bought some munchies and headed home, well Hadi made for us coffee again ^_^
I finished the coffee and headed for mmo, on the way i dropped of shiba and the medan cause we need to get rid of some cats.

now at mmo damn sleepy and lazy >.> see la how

The Good Life

2007-04-03T05:05:00.000+08:00

When I look in the mirror, I can't believe what I see Tell me, who's that funky dude, staring back at me?Broken, beaten down can't even get around Without an old-man cane, I fall and hit the ground Shivering in the cold, I'm bitter and alone

Excuse the bitchin, I shouldn't complain I should have no feeling, 'cause feeling is pain As everything I need, is denied me And everything i want, is taken away from me But who do I got to blame? Nobody but me

And I don't wanna be an old man anymore It's been a year or two since I was out on the floor Shakin' booty, makin' sweet love all the night It's time I got back to the Good Life It's time i got back, it's time i got back And I don't even know how I got off the track I wanna go back…Yeah!

Screw this crap, I've had it! I ain't no Mr. Cool I'm a pig, I'm a dog, so 'scuse me if I drool I ain't gonna hurt nobody, ain't gonna 'cause a scene I just need to admit that I want sugar in my tea Hear me? Hear me? I want sugar in my tea!

'Your Brother'

2007-04-02T05:15:00.000+08:00

hi Styrfe,

Saturday around 6pm guess who dropped by at mmo, Theo ~!!~ he started talking cock and i started listening and thinking 'why must u come here ?'
Oh well , ermm Con was suppose to come over and yum cha with me and ivan but couldn't make it so he said he will do it today ...................

Today woke up around 5++ and came to mmo , played some games and went makan with Azuin , then Con called and said he is coming =D so i went back to mmo then Sarah called and said to be at home by 11.30 cause the bitch is coming to get her things.Con cane around 11pm so i had like 1/2 hour with him at Taj, Yan was there too. Too bad i had to leave at 11.30 and they played at mmo waiting for me till 2am >.< bit ="D">.< there is also a Warong Perasan opposite the road......

Linki doesn't seem so bad :) in fact she is a bit cute , we were there till like 4.30am then i said i need to get back to mmo.......

Now i,m at mmo i told Vincent that he can go back and no need to end shift now , i'll do it for him at 9am , meaning he was wurking double shift, so next week i wont be taking off because to cover back this day....

So thats all for now
ciaoz

Am i not worthy ?

2007-03-31T07:00:00.000+08:00

All i wanted to be is the guy that he talks to , shares his pain and his joys :( but i,m not trusted or worthy enuf for that.

Am i that untrustable stryfe ?? or am i that clingy ?? please i need some answers....:( well if i am then i guess i am meant to be that lonely guy who everyone HATES

HATE ME

2007-03-31T03:27:00.000+08:00

Hate me today,Hate me tomorrow,Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.Hate me in words in ways hard to swallow,Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you,And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made And like a baby boy I never was a man

The Worst is Over ( I think )

2007-03-30T08:13:00.000+08:00

Well Stryfe ,

yesterday after wurk i was playing bs as usual and i got a call from Hadi asking me to come home now.As i got home i saw Sarah sitting in the hall with a knife in her hands >.<. It seems that apex was running 'amok' in the house with a pair of scissors, but when i came in she sat in the room crying , cause i think she is scared of me.Sarah said she wants to go to the clinic so me and Hadi took her there , after that we went to makan @ Jaleel. While eating we were planning on making a police report and so after lunch we went to the police station to lodge a report.

The sgt in charge asked Sarah wat she wants to do , wheter to press charge or leave it as it is ?
Sarah said if we go home and our things are destroyed then she's gonna press charge if not she just wants apex to leave by tonight..........

When we got home our gates were wide open and apex was no where to be found, that bitch !
she wrote a 'note' on Sarah's bedsheet saying that she will be gone for 2-3 days and she will be back later to get her things.I think she was scared of the cops and ran..........

Now that our locks are changed and shes out of the house i think things would be better :D
next to get rid of is Hadi

well still at wurk waiting for vincent to come then maybe might go home sleep and come back agian around late noon

Double Kill

2007-03-29T06:53:00.000+08:00

Hola =D

yesterday after wurk i played '300' with Praevin and Anirwan on bs until around 12 or 1 i think , after that went home to sleep, woke up around 4 something , so i got rdy and came back to mmo , as i was walking up the stairs i heard Vincent shouting 'There Cable is here', went i walked in mmo all started shouting 'cable come faster,join la !" i was like wtf =D i never felt so welcomed or needed b4 lol..... so i open pc and joined them playing dota and Vincent was mad cause that was his slot but too bad he had to hand over to Azuin :P
Good Game we won ^_^ i was using SK(sandking) and had a few DK's ^_^ after that i heard from Azuin that Vincent merajuk and said that they all were 'racist' because i could play and he can't ....... LAWL !!!!!!!!! =D

After that game all left lol back again to solo-ing :P so i watched some youtube and Vincent called me around 10pm,asking if i wanted to go jamming with him , well not jamming but more like a practice session :) so i said why not ...finis around 11pm and i came back to mmo , had 1 more BS game and started wurk ...........

Ivan was here the whole time but i felt bored and very sleepy soooo .... I SLEPT !! so sue me >.<
woke up around 6.30am when the cleaners was around and now feeling bored so i tot i would update you :D hmmm i think i will stay here till afternoon also :) wait for the guys to come in , hmm i wonder if they are gonna 'fly' today......

well thats it so far so till next time
Adios Amigos

Boring day

2007-03-28T09:08:00.000+08:00

Hi Stryfe =D

Yesterday after wurk i was dead tired so went home to sleep, got up around 2.30pm hearing Sarah scream, so went out to help >.< as usual Apex was bullying her......around that time i put my clothes in the washing machine and went back to sleep......woke up around 11pm and talked with Sarah awhile then got ready and went out to find food b4 wurk =D

Nothing much happened at wurk i was bored to death and started playing a RPG game in warcraft then WC joined me and we played till 6.30am =D we won !!

Vincent just came and i handed over to him so now gonna go play BS .....

Till next time ......... cya

After so Long

2007-03-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

Hiya Stryfe,

Today after wurk , i played dota awhile until 12 with Abel and gang then went home had a short nap until 1, woke up got ready and left to sec17.Around 1.30 timmy came and we went to makan at the chinese corner shop, chat chat chat , then we decide to go bowling, on the way we stop by our aunty's house but she was sleeping...

Once at One Utama we played 1 game of bowling and sry to say but i won ^_^ , i think i,m good at this but lazy to do anything about it...after bowling we went to have a drink at a Juice place
he had Smooth Operator and i had Cookies n' Creme,chat chat chat again.

After that we went to a Toy Shop and found a keyboard ^^ i tried playing canon with his help and i did it ^_^ well of course not the full song but for me i,m happy...After that the Bitch dump me at his college >.< and i had to wait so long to get a cab back to my aunty's place

Once there i told them that i came with Timmy in the afternoon looking for them and they were like 'aiyo , sayang la we missed you,but we were awake what'.......... :/
Had some meehun and wild boar (damn bloody hot >.<) and my Uncle started to get me to drink some whiskey >.<

I left there around 8pm+ and was trying ot get a cab back to mmo but couldn't get any so i walked back to sec14.....Now at mmo doing some blogging and chatting and waiting for Vincent , hoping that we could go Jamming together later around 11

Today i had a good time

OUG

2007-03-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

Hi Stryfe,

Well yesterday after wurk went to oug , this time with Ivan, took a cab there .At oug we met up with Wind and Lordy and they asked us to open pc first and wait cause they were in the middle of a game.While playing with Ivan i fell asleep and he woke me up when the guys were ready to play. Yesterday's team was Wind,Lordy,G4 and myself VS Ivan,Spy514,Jacky and Mi6.
We lost badly in the first round, i was sleepy :P couldn't perform then after a smoke we continued to the 2nd round and we PWNED them :P lol Jacky was sulking badly :D is MasterD was around sure he kena tiu di...oh i forgot to mention i met with vezy vez vez and liang also =D

Then we went to Pacman mamak and was talking about the game :D it was a enjoyable moment, but maybe next week i won't be going cause most of them are going for prayers (pai sam) or sumthing like that.

After Oug wind gave us a ride back to sec14 and Ivan and myself continued to play on blue server with Praevin... we had the longest -APEM game ever ...... we won without even breaking the throne, i think we won by kills >.<

Today i woke up around 3pm and went out to look for food , tapau some mix rice and came to mmo to watch some movies , Timmy is giving me some Teen Titans to watch also :P

Well now gonna play some Dota so ciao...

Tiresome Life

2007-03-24T03:20:00.000+08:00

Hi stryfe,

Yesterday after wurk i went to RHB again to do my bank card, they told me it will take around 2-3 hrs , so i told them i,m gonna go home and sleep and i'll collect it on monday.....

I was awaken around 7pm by my phone ringing, seeing the number i knew it was my mum , not wanting to be disturbed i let it ring, after like 5-6 miss calls i finally picked up the phone, listening to her 'nonsence' i got irritated and hung up......... i woke up around 10pm to see a msg for me by my sister telling me to call her back urgent, calling her back she told me "Can u pls call ur 'mother' ", i asked her why and she said dunno just do it...sigh... so i called her and again had to listen to her 'nonsence', i told her i do not wan to be disturbed and hung up...

On the way to work , i stop by Mc'D's to grab a burger then of to MMO to watch some movies.
Now working and bored so gonna go watch more movies

ttfn...

To change or not to change

2007-03-22T13:48:00.001+08:00

Hi Stryfe ,

After wurk today i called Sarah up and asked her if she wants to have breakfast with me.she said ok and we went to medan, once there she told me that last night she and Hadi had a talk and it seems that Hadi is leaving by end of april.....Now i,m thinking wheter or not should i change room to the back room :) or remain at the middle room....

I learned how to play canon on the guitar today :) i took 1 of the small boys guitar and was playing according to Youtube and i managed ^_^ hoooraaayyy for me

Play a game of dota with another small kid we won :D well it was with AI but ver.42 AI ,those buggers got maphack sial ..............

Oh ya , after breakfast with Sarah i sms my sis and told her that 'Her Mum' called me last night.
Sis is doing fine and asked me how am i doing and why so long no word from me, i said i was ok and that i am busy wurking cause i need to complete my goals for 2007

Thats All Folks ....
Muauhaha muahahakk hakhakahakhakhakha (looney tunes)

Vicky.com

2007-03-21T02:27:00.000+08:00

hi Stryfe,

i met vicky yesterday :D he came over here and we went to kopitiam to have a drink. He gave me a lecture about my mum and about friends >.< lol he said 'oi, if u feeling down why u dunno how to call me izzit'. Then we were talking about my job and he asked me if i wanted to work in a bank with his wife, so i said ok , then he came up to mmo and waited till i did my resume. We were also making fun of the arabs around :) ............

well thats all for now, just have to wait and see if they call me to come for an interview.

BACKSTAB

2007-03-17T21:16:00.000+08:00

well hi Stryfe,
sry didn't update u these past few days , cause there was nuthing much to write anyways.....

Today after work i watched heroes awhile until 12, then on my way home i met Sarah near RHB
she said she was going to the clinic and wanted to talk to me , she asked me to wait at secret recipe, when she came she told me that she and Apex had fought because hadi told Apex that Sarah went out with Linki, Hadi is a bitch for doing so , all hell broke loose last night,She and Apex had a massive fight and Apex broke her phone !! grrr sometimes i wish i could just go and hit Apex..........But its not my fight , i just hope Hadi and Apex would move out !! But i told Sarah the best thing for now is for Sarah to move out and get a room sumwhere near to her work place, i will take care of the house ...

That was pretty much the most interesting thing that happen these past 3-4 days...... I was sulking all this while thinking i had no one , but the truth is i have Sarah and Sarah has me , I know i will never , NEVER , do that to her !!

so thats all for now tonight gonna lepak with Sarah and maybe get drunk :P

Out Of Myself

2007-03-13T11:54:00.000+08:00

Hi stryfe, i,m sorry i wasn't being myself these couple of days, i think i,m ok now , i apologized to shoan and i feel better now. well nothing special happened anyway , xcept this girl(sharon i think ) was hitting on my at mmo(F3 Face) .

Today after wurk at sec14 they ask me to go to sec8 and wurk (F3 face) i said ok then in the cab they called and said no need !! (F5 face) grr i told them i,m in the cab di , i,m still going there , once there ,melvyn open staff pc for me to play as long as i like, well i played a few games , gonna finis writing this then go back and sleep , that other idiot,Vincent, also calling me, i told him cannot i wan to sleep !!

see when i,m free next to write in ciao !!

Friends ?

2007-03-10T08:00:00.000+08:00

Friends come and go , 1 came and left ................................... NEXT !!!

Sorry

2007-03-09T22:38:00.000+08:00

well , after wurk , i went home to sleep , i slept for like an hour then woke up and came to mmo.....Vincent wanted to go early and asked Azuin to come in at 3, went she got here around 3.30 BOOM we were struck by a stupid virus....steve and his boys came over and it took around 3-4 hrs to fix it .....

Haven't slept since then and thought of playing some games got bored so i started to listen to music and logged in msn ..... was talking to diev after awhile He came in...............................

Was chatting with him normally and then i made a joke about him being short and playing basketball......he got emo with me and went offline............i think i might have hurted his feelings ......but i tot he knows that i always joke around................. well anyways for what its worth "I,m Sorry".............. :( I didn't mean to hurt ur feelings bro ........... also , today is the first time he used 'bro' with me i was happy then , but now i,m sad cause i think that he is hurt

sigh i,m going offline now, cause i got no mood di , cya 2morrow b4 work

Payday

2007-03-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

hi Stryfe, sry yesterday never talk with ya, well yesterday after i went home to sleep, someone called me and woke me up >.< around 2, then i couldn't sleep back and went to mmo to play some WoW.....around 4 i was hungry and wanted to go eat , at the same time i saw Kaichai online and i ask him why he so early , he said he also couldn't sleep, so i asked him to go eat with me......

At Taj after eating i got a msg from Vincent 'Steve saw ur pc, Fuck man, dun come MMO'.....
i went to mmo and saw that it was nothing.......at least Steve brought our salary with him this time :)

Play a few games and listen to some music , then around 10 i went to alfa and slept >.< ! woke up around 12.30 had a nescafe ice and went to work ...........
Work was boring ....around 3 i sot kei pc72 and was watching some movies....around 5.30am our technicians came in, so i pretended like i was repairing the pc ermm Pak Onn came around 6.30 then did nuthing much until Mr.Kepala Angin came in.

After wurk , went to have breakfast and went to the bank, then home to Zzzz , THIS TIME i was smart :) i put my phone and silence :) when i woke up around 8pm i saw 10 miss calls
I got up, got ready and went to have dinner at Taj , as usual must wait so long >.< then i went up to alfa and guess wat ... Blue Light kena revoke..... i knew it , so nvm no more alfa for me , just lepak mmo now , unless wanna go yumcha with Kaichai. Now at mmo , writing this and gonna play some games till i start work at 1am

Looks like there is a Trojan virus going around >.< thats why we were told not to online at billing server. Section 8 server kena virus di :P so now we at sec14 not online-ing at billing pc anymore

so thats all for now Stryfe, cya later i guess :)

Sleepy

2007-03-07T10:32:00.000+08:00

hi Stryfe , well last night ermm this morning i woke up late for work , went in at 1.30am around that time there was a network problem >.< everyone was logging out the same time.After that the place was empty and quiet :) can relax........Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Was surfing and playing games till morning , then he came online, lucky i caught him b4 he left , chatted awhile , then i told him i gtg , the good thing is i dun feel as sad as i use to be , now i feel happy :) maybe its because of u stryfe....... ermm vincent came in at 9 then handed over and went to have breakfast......

Now at alfa , playing some games , then o.O cathereen fuck eddie o.O why give me password :P
bah , dun care la , kena revoke then just sot kei at mmo lor , there can watch movie and play WoW at least , not like he is here also that i need to come alfa play.....if he was here then different story.

nuthing much happened actually , but watever it is i will tell u everything everyday

so then cya now must go back mmo to cover for Mr.Kepala Angin so he can go tapau, then i go Zzzzz

Dull

2007-03-06T10:14:00.000+08:00

well Stryfe, work last night was boring , will be working 1-9 everyday and 9-9 on sat and sun no off.......................... in the morning when vincent a.k.a Mr.Kepala Angin came in , he bankai the school kids "WOI JANGAN BISING LA!!"

Then came to alfa , met up with Kaichai, ask him wheter he's going back or playing since he is off he said going back cause 'Boring La'....i told him 'I know, but u dun wan to admit, I KNOW' he asked 'You know wat?' i said 'I know u miss HIM but u dun wan to admit' , he smiled and said no la'Dun Lie, he always lepak with u also then if u off he stay and the 2 of u play blue server , now, u got no kaki di' he smiled again and said 'no la'........Well i think he is feeling it but he is strong and fighting it unlike me , hmmm well its been 3 days not seeing him online and i,m fine

Went down for nescafe ice , talked about DR and HB and remembering the good old times we had playing, came back up and tell u stuff now, dunno wat to do , maybe i,m just gonna go home and sleep >.<

oh and i hope u like ur new look Stryfe :)

Laundry

2007-03-05T17:32:00.000+08:00

yo Stryfe, surprise to see me so early eh :P well i got up early and did my laundry and had a bath, while waiting for my clothes i had mangoes for lunch YUMMY!! :P then after the clothes were done was bored so came to alfa..........

He still isn't on.....wonder if he is alright :( well i think maybe he is , just too busy with life i guess, we all have to move on too but u know me , i suck at these type of thing anyways , gonna do some surfing and chatting maybe even play some games till work starts.......

This morning i felt bad for Kaichai...he wanted to go makan and ask me to teman i said ok then he said he wants to eat sushi, : u know i dun like sushi so i told him dun wan then he said he will go himself , ended up i think he didn't wan to sit alone and eat so he bought taufu fa and came back , i bet if he was here he would follow Kaichai , so i think Kaichai is also feeling the lonelyness but not letting us know , i will try and be there for him the next time , >.< even if it means eating sushi !!

ciao and cya

I Tried

2007-03-05T12:18:00.000+08:00

Well Stryfe, after work i tried my best to find canon rock for u but the closest i got was the bg music he used :) well its better than the old 1 so enjoy urself :) its 12.20pm already to that means time to sleep , cya later when i start work , still havent seen him today :( and when i start wurk it might be to late , well another day without seeing him

Thats Life !

2007-03-05T10:45:00.000+08:00

It's a fucked up world
A fucked up place
Everybody's judged by their fucked up face
Fucked up dreams
Fucked up life
A fucked up kid
With a fucked up knife
Fucked up moms
And fucked up dads
It's a fucked up a cop
With a fucked up badge
Fucked up job
With fucked up pay
And a fucked up boss
With a fucked up day
Is a fucked up pain
Fucked up press
And fucked up lies
Ain't life a bitch?A fucked up bitch

Another day wasted

2007-03-05T01:30:00.001+08:00

well Stryfe, after wurk i went home got the bike and went to oug, there i met vez :D he missed me alot , we played dota, then windchaser and the old gang asked me to play with them( spy514,wintuck,jacky,o0okiller,mangkali,lsy123) lsy was Owning :) we won a couple of games then they went off to yum cha.

I continued with vez and gang , then we went to yumcha at ah ne (as they call it) redsing joined us , he is a bit shy with me i think or he doesn't know how to talk english ? no idea but he does understand me whenever i talk about WoW

After yumcha we continued to play dota , found out that vez replaced me with another indian guy named raymond :) a noob like me oso, its so funny cause he is just like another version of me when i was with vez........dota-ing session ended around like 6am i think then i came to alfa, was watching some japanese prank show with Kaichai, funny as hell.

Then i met barry online , he come over to my place at around 10 or 11 ............. :)

Slept with my door locked and was repeating 'kenangan terindah' on the radio......around 5 i heard shouting from Hadi and Sarah..... they thought i comitted suicide >.< LOL would i do that ?

Well. havent seen him today , but i,m not as depressed as i used to be when i dun get to see him.

The most disturbing part is, I came to work and found out that they are gonna hire a new staff named SHAWN............... WTF................................ i cant handle this man !!!!!!!! i told them NOOOO

i am willing to work without off this whole month till u find a replacement, so azuin's bf is gonna work and the 3 of us are gonna work without off this month.

Oh Btw nescafe ice tasted like shit today at Jamal....................................

anyways , cya later and dear , i will try and change the song

Stryfe

2007-03-03T19:38:00.000+08:00

yo bloggie , 4 post di so i think its time to name you something, u will be called Stryfe, Cable's evil twin ur not so evil anyway

DEAD

2007-03-03T17:56:00.000+08:00

after wurk , went home , no one was home cause hadi and sarah went to the zoo, without me cause i was wurking at 5, then ...................DEAD............................at 5 i heard shouting JOHN!JOHN!JOHN! bangun dah pukul lima.................... woke up had a good sleep finally....sarah bought a new bike,BMX, cun sial..... the zoo was boring it seems , maybe cause i wasn't there :)

btw how are you, have u eaten, i just started work, maybe might go tapau now , since azuin is still around...see if got mood or not today then i might go see alan and the gang at oug to play dota, but if no mood then just go alfa oni.......i dunno why nowdays i dun feel like going alfa anymore , damn boring sial..............hmmm i like the canon music on the site but need to find canon rock...

u want a nescafe ice ? :P i go get u one ......

losing a FRIEND

2007-03-03T09:14:00.000+08:00

I lost everything when i lost you.
I lost my life when i lost you.
I lost my senses when I find my self in a deep misery.
I lost my pride when I lost my potency of seeing you.
I never stop my self to care for you.
I apart my self from your friendly thought.
I lost everything when I lost you.
I am lost in my own world.I am looking at you in my blur eyes.
I know you will come to me.And I will get the friend I wanted.
I will not lose anything because you are not far from me.
Your sweet and tender smile gives me the pleasure of this world.
It’s a gift from heaven when I will find you in back again.
But I just lost my way when you left.
I lost everything when I lost you.

Tired

2007-03-03T08:52:00.000+08:00

well , started work sleepy >.< was ok , never played any games or sot kei but i was online on billing Pc........i think i accidently pressed sum buttons on my phone , and called sumitra and li ann.....li ann called me back at 3 i think , we chatted and made another date for skybar cause this 1 was canceled......maybe it would go well .... heard tony roma's is not doing so well , chan and mai getting transfered to the kitchen LOL

sigh after the chat with li ann was a bit boring so i went to youtube and was looking at some old tunes which i miss , bah i really like sad and depressing songs !! i sud go back to liking linkin park , i mean i still do like them but sud listen to them more ....

then i stumbled upon stand up comedians lol , had this 1 guy rob para-something he was good , but too bad only had a few clips on him , then i went to russell peters :P.

time to hand over , the bitch is still not here yet , so i tot i would come online and write this cause after this i,m gonna go sleep then have to work at 5pm again >.<

asked diev how to add music and he told me :D yay hope shoan likes the new look :P i LOVE IT

well thats all for now later see wat happens

First Time

2007-03-02T14:46:00.000+08:00

well lets see here , my first blog, well where do we start......its 2.48pm couldn't sleep cause damn office ppl called to find out my full name >.<

Got up went to hadi's room, he was playing Guild Wars, as usual, Then Sarah woke up came into Hadi's room , scolded me for not eating the mangoes that she brought >.< i didn't know there were mangoes !!

Hadi wanted to cook burgers, asked me if i wanted any i said no , i was gonna eat the mangoes :P yummy! sarah wanted a burger so hadi went to cook but sarah asked me to make coffee for her, then while hadi was cooking and the water was boiling i went to check if shoan was online.

He WAS :D short conversation but its all good , he was gonna go shopping with his aunt so then sat in front for awhile with hadi and sarah , then decide i wanted to come to alfa to create this blog. on my way out sarah asked me to go to the bank to bank in some cash for her.

At the bank the line was so long , but i had my mp3 player with me and was listening to 'I Will Survive-cake' and i started dancing LOL first time for me , to be dancing in a bank. Came to alfa , eddie saw me and asked me if i,m not wurking , i said later at 1am, i hope vicent doesn't call me at 4 to cover for him !!! >.< but wat the hell , i get paid after all......